Thursday, September 30, 2010

Hope In the Face of Fear


If I were honest, I would tell you that I am scared of what you make me feel. But instead I look at you and act as cool as a breeze. These feelings are not strange to me for I have felt them all before. What is strange however is the intensity of these feelings I feel for you.

This could be absolutely nothing. This could be absolutely everything. Is there any sure way of knowing? Questions plague my mind as I look to you for some sign except I do not know what I should look for or where to begin.

So giving up on looking for signs I hope in vain. At least I have hope. Surely that is a good thing? I hope that one day I’ll figure it all out. I hope that peace will one day reign. I even hope, secretly, to one day love again.

Yes, I have hope. And if I were honest I’d tell you I’m hoping for the best. It may not be happily ever after but I hope it’s long enough to last forever. Whatever the outcome, be joy or heartache, I’m willing to take. Because honestly, wouldn’t you like to know too what would come of these feeling I harbour for you?

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