Hope In the Face of Fear

If I were honest, I would tell you that I am scared of what you make me feel. But instead I look at you and act as cool as a breeze. These feelings are not strange to me for I have felt them all before. What is strange however is the intensity of these feelings I feel for you.

This could be absolutely nothing. This could be absolutely everything. Is there any sure way of knowing? Questions plague my mind as I look to you for some sign except I do not know what I should look for or where to begin.

So giving up on looking for signs I hope in vain. At least I have hope. Surely that is a good thing? I hope that one day I’ll figure it all out. I hope that peace will one day reign. I even hope, secretly, to one day love again.

Yes, I have hope. And if I were honest I’d tell you I’m hoping for the best. It may not be happily ever after but I hope it’s long enough to last forever. Whatever the outcome, be joy or heartache, I’m willing to take. Because honestly, wouldn’t you like to know too what would come of these feeling I harbour for you?

Remember

Here we are again,
Back to the place where it all began.
When you and I first took that chance,
When hope was fresh
And love was strong
And we never believed that it could go so horribly wrong.

Remember the first touch?
It sizzled and ignited the flames.
The tender embers
That later turned a blazing fire.

Remember the first kiss?
Soft and sweet as can be
Now only a bitter after taste lingers in the memory.


Remember the first love we made?
Hot and Steamy,
Nothing could compare to its beauty.

In the heat of the moment
Three sacred words were whispered
And set the stage for tragedy.

Remember the day,
That all signs of love proved to be brittle?
Two years it be,
When you said too little
And I too much
The day I broke my vow.

I'm Back!

I haven't blogged in...in a very long time. But I've been inspired to take up the cause again because really what else can I do in the morning when no one would take my calls?

Ok so maybe it is not really inspiration that has led to my blogging again. A mix of boredom, some time on my hands (yes I'm at work but don't tell anyone) led me to this sight. So I thought I'd provide something for someone out there in blog world to suck on. (Mind you I'm still skeptical that anyone even follows our blog but hey, I'm an optimist!)

Now honestly, I'm stuck! That is why I haven't been blogging much. Really you know it's like I have this period where I write and then I hit these dry spells and no matter how hard I try I can't really think of what to write about.

So now I'm really just rambling on. I'm at work, I have nothing to do (well nothing that I want to do) and I had this great idea for a blog and it went through the window after the second paragraph.

But the point is I'm back to blog world! At this point: Helloooo Raine! Darling how are you doing?
I'm not going to make any flowering promise to blog everyday but I will TRY to blog....as often as I can.

Cherrios!!